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Ruminations
02:41
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Obsessions
Compulsions
Preoccupied with what comes next
Fear of death
Fear of life
Renders me paralyzed
Catatonia sets in
Seconds of eternity
Lifetimes lost in a moment
Face the futility of coping
With the reality that life is just a near death experience
Lost all control
Walls closing in
Stolen will
Antithesis of a lucid dream
Intangible
Shackles
Bind me
To this nightmare
My time is up
My time is up
Strangled by the ticking hands of a clock
Confined to the rows of a calendar
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I wanted to
Be everything
You envisioned
When you closed your eyes
But my desire
To fill the hole
Within your heart
Burned right through me
Desaturated
Filtered through your lens, my colors muted
Still trying to
Find what went wrong
Like searching for
The last piece of a puzzle that was missing all along
I can't fix you
You can't fix you
Desaturated
I'm slowly fading
My love is wasted on you
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"Can you feel this?"
Four words reassociate
One kiss awakens
Two forms misaligned
Anchored to a bed,
My body the shore
Your hands, like waves,
Washing over the wreckage of others
Yet leaving your own
Receding into nothingness
Left to drift again
Feeling your absence
Drowning in your depths
"Who else would I love?"
Words meant to move me
I guess they did;
Maybe not in the way you intended
You came as a stranger
Just a station on your way
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Exposure Therapy
01:44
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Head fills with static
Vision goes blank
Mind goes to panic
Here in it's wake, I lie
Flash of red
Veil of white
There is no catalyst
There is no control
Miswired
Poorly designed
Destined to malfunction
Tear my flesh just to stay alive
Not an escape from reality, but to
A need to feel
Prove that I'm fucking real
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Scorpio Rising
02:40
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The world would stop turning
Before I stopped loving you
When I wake up beside you
My heart aches
Knowing this will never be what it is to me to you
Still waters run deep
But these depths have crushed me with the weight
The tide will wash me back in
Storms can weather me through eternity
The world would stop turning
Before I stopped loving you
When I wake up beside you
My heart aches
Knowing this will never be what it is to me to you
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Empty Words, Empty Hands
03:06
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I feel you passing through me
Grasping two hands tied to nothing
The comfort falls
Beyond my reach
False phrases agitated
By faulty, forlorn faces
All words lose their meaning
As our lives collide
Time-proven knowledge, defied
Protective, set path, decried
Keep feeding on the disconnect
Breed silence only meant for death
Like watching your life on a screen;
Not living, but acting out scenes
Written for someone not me
Scripted with worn out themes
I take their word for life's meaning
Pretend to indulge in the things
They said I've always been missing
Choke on phrases I repeat
Look at my face and tell me what I should be
Emptiness has chained us to eternity
Look at my face and tell me what I should be
Emptiness has chained us to eternity
Look at my face and tell me what I should be
Emptiness has chained us to eternity
Lie to my face and tell me what this should be
The truth in this has made them all my enemies
Maybe someday I will find
The means for this escape
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God Program Connecticut
Marla: vocals/keys
Sean: guitar/vocals
Joe: drums
Jason: bass
Nick:
guitar
Influences: late 90s-early 00s metalcore, JRPGs, Italian neorealism, dissociation
IG: @godxprogram
Email: godxprogram@gmail.com
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